Teen Mom Amber Portwood is speaking out after her trip to the hospital this week due to panic attacks. The now 21-year-old Portwood really is a complete emotional mess. Is there anything that can help her?
It has only been a month and a half since she left rehab in Malibu, and already she had to go straight back to the hospital. She complained of not being able to breathe before passing out. A classic panic attack for Amber.
It is what she later revealed in an interview that is more disturbing than just the panic attack. Amber Portwood is still contemplating suicide:
Honestly, I feel like I did two months ago. I'm still suicidal. I'm f***ing depressed. My family's not together.
Of course, seeing one's name in the tabloids daily has to be tough, especially if the info is not quite correct, in her mind. Amber Portwood insists she is only letting ex Gary Shirley keep their 2-year-old Leah to "keep [Child Protective Services] off our backs."
That is a horrible way to live. Talk about paying for having a child at a young age. Amber Portwood has been through the ringer, and with the continued suicide talk, it is difficult to see any light at the end of the tunnel.